In ways, I treat myself worse when I’m left to my own devices. At least to what I put into my body. I do however, spend time with spirit. I think that’s what I would call it. I was raised on God and Jesus. Still making sure I capitalize the names.

I don’t know exactly when I lost that belief, but it wasn’t all at once. I’m still forming my opinions about what I believe is beyond this life. I’m 28, I should be questioning these things. An always developing awareness. It’s my choice if I want to challenge what I thought I knew with new information. A courage I’ve come to realize.